Thursday, May 04, 2006
you're too hot , bitch .
let there be none. 1:25 AM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
oh well . mye is here . and i am neutral in the 3/8 fight .
let there be none. 1:16 AM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
been busy , grounded . and bee n thinking .
if really , what am i now . an identity where . is not accepted by family , community .
been years and its still going on strong .
but i have let go off all relationships . need some time alone . its best for me .
i cried lauged with my lil soul mates . amanda . diyana . (:
they may never accept my ways of lesbianism . but they never abandon me .
thats whats best about them (:
to bros , sorry for not spending time with you guys .
i miss you all much , but circumstances arrive and i can't break them .
will remember that outing we had (: where i am the only girl ):
but i had fun .
and also , mom .
i am avoiding every conversation as possible .
i dont know why . but thats the wa y i feel , i will try my bes t talk t you .
cause i love you mummy ,
no one swears better than my mom .
daddy , thanks for the moneyy . ! =D
thanks for the new skates ! i need to season it now . we shall do it togather.
cause i miss you and mommy . your horny talk during dinner .
thanks for the nike shirtt . and the expensive adidas shirt .
i know i will get it somehow/ AHH ! and now , i want that guess skirtt and dress .
puff , forget it .
let there be none. 7:52 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
she was a friend i thought would be there . for everything .
my cries , my pain , my sorrow . everything .
i cried , slowly , when i read your blog . whats up girl ?
you didnt even bother t know why i did it .
you jumped into conclusion . baby , you were the friend i thought would never leave my side.
why ? have you ever think back on what we went through ,
you are more important, than any other girlfriends i have ever had .
you know how hard it is for me t cry for a girl .
and you are the first amanda ,
i love you like a sister , of my own blood and flesh .
but sad t say , you're gone ,
for your own good , my tears slwoly filling the space .
let there be none. 10:44 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
so what if life suck ? and what if everyone thinks its my fault if friday was fucked because of me ? har , as long there's three souls beside me , nicole , amanda and b. ((:
harr.
if you think a lie is the truth then let it be LARH .
((:
tml i have t go down for skirts okkay
? sorry i cant learn the dance steps please . skirts if not settled who going t do for meee ?
later you all dance with what ? pantiess ?
not avoidingg , i am taking everything again .
joy huimin , not happy dont need t roll eyes.
jane , stop two facing .
selina , don't be extra .
iry , not showing attitude at alll . it's just me . the other side of it that's it .
atiqah , stoop bitchingg . they are not worth itt .
onto good stuff.
amanda and i decided t keep no secrets away from one another .
i promise nicole i will stop taking _____ ever again ,
i will stop ok ? (: i promisee .
b is keeping me off it too :/ YOU ALSO DO WHATT
stupid baby of minee ((: i miss you .
she decided t company me off t town , and if you guys see me there,
prolly think i PON CHEERLEADING T GO OUTT.
sorry , just accompny . puffff . settle skirts then go homee.
tuesday sttress for skirts and also your dance steps ,atiqah
then wednesday she fetch me from school ((:
think of good times lovee (:
let there be none. 7:42 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
i spent days outt with you .
memories , harhar . they linger slowly .
for example ;
i was outside school gate , sitting on the floor talking t b.
CROSS-LEGGED , with fbts and tshirt , like one idiott . ((:
am so happpyy (: i manage t pass all my test paperss (:
except for social studies :/ puff.
went out todayy , with b . har , from jurong t tampiness ,
t payar lebar , then down t toa payoh ,
did you knoww , that people will just stare at you , if
you're wearing too short shortts :/
that's what i gott .
andd watched some scary show down at wati's place .
damn fuck , i scared then that person angry already )):
let there be none. 5:06 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
HEYYS ((: crazyy pictures i knoow .
let there be none. 1:13 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
you're too hot , bitch .
let there be none. 1:25 AM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
oh well . mye is here . and i am neutral in the 3/8 fight .
let there be none. 1:16 AM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
been busy , grounded . and bee n thinking .
if really , what am i now . an identity where . is not accepted by family , community .
been years and its still going on strong .
but i have let go off all relationships . need some time alone . its best for me .
i cried lauged with my lil soul mates . amanda . diyana . (:
they may never accept my ways of lesbianism . but they never abandon me .
thats whats best about them (:
to bros , sorry for not spending time with you guys .
i miss you all much , but circumstances arrive and i can't break them .
will remember that outing we had (: where i am the only girl ):
but i had fun .
and also , mom .
i am avoiding every conversation as possible .
i dont know why . but thats the wa y i feel , i will try my bes t talk t you .
cause i love you mummy ,
no one swears better than my mom .
daddy , thanks for the moneyy . ! =D
thanks for the new skates ! i need to season it now . we shall do it togather.
cause i miss you and mommy . your horny talk during dinner .
thanks for the nike shirtt . and the expensive adidas shirt .
i know i will get it somehow/ AHH ! and now , i want that guess skirtt and dress .
puff , forget it .
let there be none. 7:52 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
she was a friend i thought would be there . for everything .
my cries , my pain , my sorrow . everything .
i cried , slowly , when i read your blog . whats up girl ?
you didnt even bother t know why i did it .
you jumped into conclusion . baby , you were the friend i thought would never leave my side.
why ? have you ever think back on what we went through ,
you are more important, than any other girlfriends i have ever had .
you know how hard it is for me t cry for a girl .
and you are the first amanda ,
i love you like a sister , of my own blood and flesh .
but sad t say , you're gone ,
for your own good , my tears slwoly filling the space .
let there be none. 10:44 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
so what if life suck ? and what if everyone thinks its my fault if friday was fucked because of me ? har , as long there's three souls beside me , nicole , amanda and b. ((:
harr.
if you think a lie is the truth then let it be LARH .
((:
tml i have t go down for skirts okkay
? sorry i cant learn the dance steps please . skirts if not settled who going t do for meee ?
later you all dance with what ? pantiess ?
not avoidingg , i am taking everything again .
joy huimin , not happy dont need t roll eyes.
jane , stop two facing .
selina , don't be extra .
iry , not showing attitude at alll . it's just me . the other side of it that's it .
atiqah , stoop bitchingg . they are not worth itt .
onto good stuff.
amanda and i decided t keep no secrets away from one another .
i promise nicole i will stop taking _____ ever again ,
i will stop ok ? (: i promisee .
b is keeping me off it too :/ YOU ALSO DO WHATT
stupid baby of minee ((: i miss you .
she decided t company me off t town , and if you guys see me there,
prolly think i PON CHEERLEADING T GO OUTT.
sorry , just accompny . puffff . settle skirts then go homee.
tuesday sttress for skirts and also your dance steps ,atiqah
then wednesday she fetch me from school ((:
think of good times lovee (:
let there be none. 7:42 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
i spent days outt with you .
memories , harhar . they linger slowly .
for example ;
i was outside school gate , sitting on the floor talking t b.
CROSS-LEGGED , with fbts and tshirt , like one idiott . ((:
am so happpyy (: i manage t pass all my test paperss (:
except for social studies :/ puff.
went out todayy , with b . har , from jurong t tampiness ,
t payar lebar , then down t toa payoh ,
did you knoww , that people will just stare at you , if
you're wearing too short shortts :/
that's what i gott .
andd watched some scary show down at wati's place .
damn fuck , i scared then that person angry already )):
let there be none. 5:06 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
HEYYS ((: crazyy pictures i knoow .
let there be none. 1:13 AM
HEYYS ((: crazyy pictures i knoow .
let there be none. 1:13 AM